They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love but it's reality that we can't escape.
日曜日, 4月 29, 2012
情けを知る
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love but it's reality that we can't escape.
They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love but it's reality that we can't escape.
水曜日, 8月 03, 2011
時間をかけて反射しろ
The wound can be mended
and I wish my heart to be tended
Wish that the foundation that we lay
didn't cause to go separate way
If god could bring us two back,
I swear I will give my selfishness a sack
Not having you in my life has been no fun,
all others that I have met caused me to run
I dream of you as my soul mate,
but I guess, it's too late...
and I wish my heart to be tended
Wish that the foundation that we lay
didn't cause to go separate way
If god could bring us two back,
I swear I will give my selfishness a sack
Not having you in my life has been no fun,
all others that I have met caused me to run
I dream of you as my soul mate,
but I guess, it's too late...
土曜日, 12月 04, 2010
仕事人間
I'm now home after work, but it feels like I'm lost.
I have a job that I like and great salary.
I'm working more than most of my colleagues.
I take only one day off a week.
I stay at work more than I stay at home.
Just because I don't know what to do at home.
That's sad...
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I have a job that I like and great salary.
I'm working more than most of my colleagues.
I take only one day off a week.
I stay at work more than I stay at home.
Just because I don't know what to do at home.
That's sad...
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日曜日, 11月 07, 2010
一期一会
It has been a while since I update this blog, but my feelings haven't changed much. I miss him so much that I wonder if it was the right decision. My hearts are playing up on me, I don't know what I want anymore. My life seems to be put on halt. I just wish there's a second chance.
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水曜日, 12月 23, 2009
土曜日, 12月 12, 2009
忘れがたい
I finally blocked him from my msn few days ago... It is yet to be known how long I can do this..
Because I thought I have moved on...
Apparently, I haven't... I still think about him a lot...
Every time I'm going to bed
Every time I'm online on the net
Every time I saw a Porsche or Peugeot passing by
Every time I listen to Girls Generation or Super Junior
Every time I see my room
Every time I hug my Stitch or Ken
Every time I spend time alone
Every time the clock shows 2.30am or 2.30pm
Apparently, I haven't... I still think about him a lot...
Every time I'm going to bed
Every time I'm online on the net
Every time I saw a Porsche or Peugeot passing by
Every time I listen to Girls Generation or Super Junior
Every time I see my room
Every time I hug my Stitch or Ken
Every time I spend time alone
Every time the clock shows 2.30am or 2.30pm
水曜日, 11月 25, 2009
クリスマスプレゼント
My god brother has traditionally give me a Christmas and birthday present each year. This year is no different either. He tend to give a Christmas present early, as I'm often somewhere else in the world during that time of the year. I really love what he give me this year.. It's perfect.. The size is just so huggable and cuddleable..
This year's Christmas present... I ♥ Stitch... Keep me away from nightmares and night monsters...
Here are what I have been sleeping with...
Last year's Christmas present from my ex. He bought it for me when we were in Tokyo Disneysea. I kinda miss him now..
The bear family in my room.. (from left to right) Daniel, Keisuke, Toma, and Yuichi.. Daniel was born In Peninsula HK and the rest of them in Conrad Singapore :)
Oh.. one more thing.. I blocked him from my MSN as of today. I just need to deal with my own demon and I kinda hate him now.. Grrrr...
This year's Christmas present... I ♥ Stitch... Keep me away from nightmares and night monsters...
Here are what I have been sleeping with...
Last year's Christmas present from my ex. He bought it for me when we were in Tokyo Disneysea. I kinda miss him now..
The bear family in my room.. (from left to right) Daniel, Keisuke, Toma, and Yuichi.. Daniel was born In Peninsula HK and the rest of them in Conrad Singapore :)
Oh.. one more thing.. I blocked him from my MSN as of today. I just need to deal with my own demon and I kinda hate him now.. Grrrr...
日曜日, 11月 22, 2009
2012
Last night, I went to watch 2012. Apart from the usual fantastic special effects, I actually didn't really enjoy the movie. If anything, it was depressing... Watching people died and seeing the end of the world is not really my kind of movie. Oh well..
Interestingly, however... The movies point out several everyday political and economics issues:
* The US president who knew about the end of the world actually went on to a meeting with the G8 leaders to discuss how to tackle the issue. In our world, the economy and politics are often dominated by G8. They dictate how the world should be... Even at the end of the world, they seem to be only trying to save their own asses.
* The arc ships were built in China. Why do they built it there? That's because China has strong control over media and the state. Not to mention, it's much cheaper too. If they try to build such gigantic ships in US, the media would easily get access to them and they would easily leak it to the public.
* The seats in the arc ships are sold to the people who can afford them. They are actually sold at €1 billion per seat. Who would be able to afford them really? Yes we have plenty of billionaires in the world, but at €1 billion per seat, I don't think there would be many who will buy it... If it's €100 or €50 millions per seat.. it's probably much more reasonable..
Oh.. Watch out for Sasha (Johann Urb), the Russian pilot.. He's so hot.. Rawr.... LOL... This is my fav scene in the movie, the Bentley is kinda funny.. You can see Sasha at the beginning too..
Interestingly, however... The movies point out several everyday political and economics issues:
* The US president who knew about the end of the world actually went on to a meeting with the G8 leaders to discuss how to tackle the issue. In our world, the economy and politics are often dominated by G8. They dictate how the world should be... Even at the end of the world, they seem to be only trying to save their own asses.
* The arc ships were built in China. Why do they built it there? That's because China has strong control over media and the state. Not to mention, it's much cheaper too. If they try to build such gigantic ships in US, the media would easily get access to them and they would easily leak it to the public.
* The seats in the arc ships are sold to the people who can afford them. They are actually sold at €1 billion per seat. Who would be able to afford them really? Yes we have plenty of billionaires in the world, but at €1 billion per seat, I don't think there would be many who will buy it... If it's €100 or €50 millions per seat.. it's probably much more reasonable..
Oh.. Watch out for Sasha (Johann Urb), the Russian pilot.. He's so hot.. Rawr.... LOL... This is my fav scene in the movie, the Bentley is kinda funny.. You can see Sasha at the beginning too..
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