金曜日, 7月 17, 2009

シドニー

Just back from a 2 nights trip to Sydney. I was looking for inspirations and reflections over my relationship. To be honest, it wasn't really useful. I ended up feeling more confused than I'm supposed to be. I know ending the relationship is probably the best thing that I should do, but I felt really scared of being alone again.

When I was there, I was down with flu and was very very sick. On my first night I had high fever and terrible neck pain. It was really hard to change clothes and I had a hot bath to relieve some of the pain. I couldn't even sleep properly. Luckily though, I managed to get well the next day. I guess the old Chinese beliefs that sleeping and sweating when you have fever helps a lot. I did missed being looked after by someone, probably that's why I felt very confused and scared.

I stayed with Sir I in Hilton on the second night and if my fever didn't get better I probably would avoid him and continue on my hotel stay in Intercontinental. Anyway, Intercontinental Sydney been really good this time. I was upgraded to Harbor View Room and I got an ambassador gifts. The staff were also much more friendly and the breakfast was very good for Australian standard. Thanks to Josh who managed to accompany me on the first night... I appreciate your company and looking forward to meet you again soon.