Sometimes, I wonder if my parents know about my sexual orientation. There has been few occasions, where my parents are trying to introduce me to a girl for a date. I often, don't know what to say, I feel like I just been blasted to the past, in which I'm the prince and has to marry the princess from the neighboring kingdom.
Recently, my dad just gave me a picture of a Balinese girl with a phone number behind it. He told me to call her. I know many of my parents' business partners have been trying to introduce their daughters to me, but for my parents to even respond to them is unacceptable. I don't know what they find it attractive in me. I'm not handsome neither masculine neither business smart, I'm not even close to mature. I have the teenager-ish hair, act childish at times, spoilt, and streetwear dressed, but again no one knows about this real side of mine. I'm a totally different person, whenever I'm home.
A summer night while I thought, it still twilight...
The dawn came too soon
Where did the moon take its refuge without me noticing?
Not behind the mountains, but in the cloud somewhere...
月曜日, 10月 23, 2006
父はほんとうに矢指だ。。 ：P
Yesterday, when my dad was here for such a short time he gave me a new digital camera. I was like.. ?!?!.. Hmm.. I have one already, but of course, I won't refuse to get another one, lol... My canon is actually is still very good, despite that it's already more than 3 years old, it still look very nice... But the new one, oh la la... It has touch screen and you can write and draw on the pictures you take, and it's quite slim... and the touch screen is so big, it's 3.0 inch screen.... Here here.. Hehe..
Dad, you are the best!!! ^_^ Oh my mom also left me with a new gold credit card, haha... Alhough I know, I won't be able to use a cent from the card. LOL...
| 有効画素数 | 600万画素 |
| 撮像素子 | 総画素数636万画素 原色フィルター/インターライントランスファー 1/2.5型CCD |
| 記録画素数 | 静止画：6M（2816×2112）、5M（2592×1944）、4M（2304×1728）、3M（2048×1536）、2M（1600×1200）、640（640×480）＜単位：ピクセル＞ 動 画：640（640×480）、320（320×240） ＜単位：ピクセル＞ |
| 感 度 | オート、マニュアル（80/160/320/400：標準出力感度） |
| 記録方式 | 静止画：JPEG（Exif 2.2）、DCF準拠、DPOF対応、PRINT Image Matching III 対応 動 画：AVI（Motion JPEG準拠）、約30fps※/約15fps、音声付 音 声：WAV（PCM方式）、モノラル ※fps=フレーム／秒 |
| 画 質 | ★★★（S.ファイン）、★★（ファイン）、★（エコノミー） |
| 記録媒体 | 内蔵メモリー（約12MB）、SDメモリーカード |
| ホワイトバランス | オート、太陽光、日陰、白熱灯、蛍光灯、マニュアル |
| レンズ | smc PENTAXズームレンズ 焦点距離：6.2mm～18.6mm（35mmフィルム換算37.5～112.5mm相当） F値：F2.7～F5.2 レンズ構成：5群6枚（両面非球面レンズ2枚使用） 撮影範囲：約148mm×111mmを画面いっぱいに撮影可能（マクロモード） |
| デジタルズーム | 最大約4倍（光学3倍ズームとあわせ、最大12倍相当） |
| 液晶モニター | 3.0型TFTカラーLCD （バックライト付）、タッチディスプレイ、約23万画素、視野率約100％ |
| 再生機能 | 1コマ、インデックス（9画面）、拡大（最大12倍まで、スクロール可）、画像回転表示、動画再生、音声再生、ヒストグラム表示、選択消去 【再生モードパレット】 スライドショウ、リサイズ、トリミング、画像・音声コピー、デジタルエフェクト、動画編集、赤目補正、ボイスメモ、プロテクト、DPOF、起動画面設定 ＜デジタルエフェクト＞ カラーフィルタ、デジタルフィルタ、明るさフィルタ、フレーム合成、お絵かきモード ＜カラーフィルタ＞ 白黒、セピア、カラー（8色）、色抽出（白黒＋赤、白黒＋緑、白黒＋青） ＜デジタルフィルタ＞ ソフト、イラスト、特殊効果、スリム ＜お絵かきモード＞ 線描画、スタンプ、画像切取、マイスタンプ、消しゴム |
| オートフォーカス | 方 式：撮像素子によるＴＴＬコントラスト検出方式、AF補助光あり 5点マルチ/スポット切替 静止画：ノーマル：0.4m～∞（ズーム全域）、 マクロ：0.15m～0.5m（ワイド端）、遠景：∞（ズーム全域）、パンフォーカス、マニュアルフォーカス可、 フォーカスリミットOFF ： 0.15m～∞（ワイド端）、0.4m～∞（ワイド端以外） 動 画：ノーマル：0.15m～∞（ワイド端）、0.4m～∞（ワイド端以外）、マクロ：0.15m～0.5m（ワイド端）、遠景：∞（ズーム全域）、パンフォーカス、マニュアルフォーカス可 |
| 露出制御 | 測光方式：撮像素子によるTTL測光（分割、中央部重点、スポット） 露出補正：±2EV（1/3EVステップで設定可能） |
| モード | 【撮影モードパレット】 プログラム、夜景、動画、ボイスレコーディング、風景、花、ポートレート、サーフ＆スノー、スポーツ、ペット、料理、フレーム合成 |
| 動 画 | 撮影時間：約1秒～メモリーの容量いっぱいまで 編集機能：静止画保存 |
| シャッター | メカニカル併用電子シャッター、約1/2000秒～約4秒 |
| ストロボ | 型 式：赤目軽減機能付きオートストロボ |
| ドライブモード | 1コマ、セルフタイマー（2秒後、10秒後）、連続、リモコン（即、3秒後） |
| 時計 | ワールドタイム：世界71都市に対応（28タイムゾーン） |
| 電 源 | 専用充電式リチウムイオンバッテリー D-LI8 ACアダプターキット（別売） |
| バッテリー寿命 | 静止画撮影※：約130枚（専用バッテリー使用時） ※撮影可能枚数はCIPA規格に準じた測定条件による目安であり、使用条件により変わります。（CIPA規格抜粋：液晶モニターON、ストロボ使用率50%、23℃） 動画撮影※：約50分（専用バッテリー使用時） ※時間は当社の測定条件による目安であり、使用条件により変わります。 再生時間※：約90分（専用バッテリー使用時） ※時間は当社の測定条件による目安であり、使用条件により変わります。 最大充電時間：約100分 |
| 入出力ポート | USB2.0（ハイスピード対応）/AV端子、外部電源端子 |
| ビデオ出力方式 | NTSC/PAL |
| PictBridge | 印刷モード：1画像印刷、全画像印刷、DPOF指定印刷、用紙サイズ指定、用紙タイプ指定、印刷品質指定、ふち指定 |
| 大きさ | 95（幅）×58.5（高）×19.5（厚）mm （操作部材を除く） |
| 質 量（重さ） | 本 体：135g（電池、SDメモリーカード含まず） 撮影時：155g（電池、SDメモリーカード含む） |
Dad, you are the best!!! ^_^ Oh my mom also left me with a new gold credit card, haha... Alhough I know, I won't be able to use a cent from the card. LOL...
日曜日, 10月 22, 2006
さようなら、爺さん
The morning started with busy and tiring house cleaning and cooking to greet my parents and my sister that is supposed to stay for a week. I was terribly exhausted when I heard a phone ringing from my cousin in Perth, it relayed something that I have not expected. My grandfather has died... For a moment, I was not able to think, my mind was filled with uneasiness and confusion, while I was walking around the house frantically. I tried to contact my parents, but they were unreachable as they were still in the plane, enroute from Sydney to Melbourne. As soon as they landed, I broke the news to them and they speed to my home. Arriving at my place, all of our phones were showcasing their ringtones with non stop performance and I was rushing to find tickets for them. It was such a hectic one hour, before finally managed to get tickets and they left speeding for the airport. I haven't met them for 10months and when I got the chance, I only managed to see them for an hour and as the day passed, an evening turned into night, the feeling is so surreal, I feel like living in a dream.
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My grandfather has been sick for a long time, he has prostate cancer and about 10 years ago he had surgery to remove the prostate, had cancer treatment, and after a while his cancer was deemed as cured. However, 2.5 years ago he collapsed at home and went into comma for several days. At the time, the doctor said that the cancer was raging again inside his body, but this time it was already spreading. We never thought that he would survived that time, but he did. He came out from the hospital, but he wasn't able to walk and was bedridden until his death. We have to employ two nurses full time to look after him 24/7. During his 2.5 years life on the bed, I only managed to see him once, during my 2004 christmas holiday and despite his condition, he has a very strong memory. He remembered his children's and grandchildren's birthdays, he is aware of what's going on about him. His struggle and fight is something that I always admire. On his final week, he started to have fever and his condition is deteriorating. My parents was reluctant to leave him, as his condition getting worst and we just expect that it was just a normal fever, but it wasn't. It was his last...
Sayonara, jii san....
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My grandfather has been sick for a long time, he has prostate cancer and about 10 years ago he had surgery to remove the prostate, had cancer treatment, and after a while his cancer was deemed as cured. However, 2.5 years ago he collapsed at home and went into comma for several days. At the time, the doctor said that the cancer was raging again inside his body, but this time it was already spreading. We never thought that he would survived that time, but he did. He came out from the hospital, but he wasn't able to walk and was bedridden until his death. We have to employ two nurses full time to look after him 24/7. During his 2.5 years life on the bed, I only managed to see him once, during my 2004 christmas holiday and despite his condition, he has a very strong memory. He remembered his children's and grandchildren's birthdays, he is aware of what's going on about him. His struggle and fight is something that I always admire. On his final week, he started to have fever and his condition is deteriorating. My parents was reluctant to leave him, as his condition getting worst and we just expect that it was just a normal fever, but it wasn't. It was his last...
Sayonara, jii san....
土曜日, 10月 21, 2006
プラダを着た悪魔
悪魔をきます！！
Tomorrow, I start the end of my days. No more laughter nor joy, no more happiness nor smile... As of now, my hair is standing and my body shiver awaiting the judgment days. Love and freedom will disappear into thin air, as if it never exist. Slowly, my feelings will be of no weight. The weather will be colder, the wind will create storms of extreme strength and the clouds hanging over the sky suspending the sunshine and warmth. The horror of unimaginable terror will unleashed into life...............
A devil "act alike" will arrive tomorrow, all of my dreams and hopes for all this time will be given up for her desire and wish. I will submit myself as she create anger over myself, leaving me into despair and deep misery.
Please god, save me from my frustration... Save me from my own mother...
Tomorrow, I start the end of my days. No more laughter nor joy, no more happiness nor smile... As of now, my hair is standing and my body shiver awaiting the judgment days. Love and freedom will disappear into thin air, as if it never exist. Slowly, my feelings will be of no weight. The weather will be colder, the wind will create storms of extreme strength and the clouds hanging over the sky suspending the sunshine and warmth. The horror of unimaginable terror will unleashed into life...............
A devil "act alike" will arrive tomorrow, all of my dreams and hopes for all this time will be given up for her desire and wish. I will submit myself as she create anger over myself, leaving me into despair and deep misery.
Please god, save me from my frustration... Save me from my own mother...
水曜日, 10月 18, 2006
シンガポール航空の新しいキャビン
Today, Singapore Airlines is launching its new revolutionary products for the new Boeing 777-300ER fleet. The following is the video:
The New First Class
The New Business Class (Raffles class name has been abandoned, shame on you SIA)
The New Economy Class
The New Krisworld
Singapore Airlines
Now More Than Ever, a Great Way To Fly
水曜日, 10月 11, 2006
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