My god brother has traditionally give me a Christmas and birthday present each year. This year is no different either. He tend to give a Christmas present early, as I'm often somewhere else in the world during that time of the year. I really love what he give me this year.. It's perfect.. The size is just so huggable and cuddleable..
This year's Christmas present... I ♥ Stitch... Keep me away from nightmares and night monsters...
Here are what I have been sleeping with...
Last year's Christmas present from my ex. He bought it for me when we were in Tokyo Disneysea. I kinda miss him now..
The bear family in my room.. (from left to right) Daniel, Keisuke, Toma, and Yuichi.. Daniel was born In Peninsula HK and the rest of them in Conrad Singapore :)
Oh.. one more thing.. I blocked him from my MSN as of today. I just need to deal with my own demon and I kinda hate him now.. Grrrr...
Last night, I went to watch 2012. Apart from the usual fantastic special effects, I actually didn't really enjoy the movie. If anything, it was depressing... Watching people died and seeing the end of the world is not really my kind of movie. Oh well..
Interestingly, however... The movies point out several everyday political and economics issues:
* The US president who knew about the end of the world actually went on to a meeting with the G8 leaders to discuss how to tackle the issue. In our world, the economy and politics are often dominated by G8. They dictate how the world should be... Even at the end of the world, they seem to be only trying to save their own asses.
* The arc ships were built in China. Why do they built it there? That's because China has strong control over media and the state. Not to mention, it's much cheaper too. If they try to build such gigantic ships in US, the media would easily get access to them and they would easily leak it to the public.
* The seats in the arc ships are sold to the people who can afford them. They are actually sold at €1 billion per seat. Who would be able to afford them really? Yes we have plenty of billionaires in the world, but at €1 billion per seat, I don't think there would be many who will buy it... If it's €100 or €50 millions per seat.. it's probably much more reasonable..
Oh.. Watch out for Sasha (Johann Urb), the Russian pilot.. He's so hot.. Rawr.... LOL... This is my fav scene in the movie, the Bentley is kinda funny.. You can see Sasha at the beginning too..
A few days ago, I took a simple intelligence test in facebook and it actually reflects who I am almost perfectly. Hehe.. Apparently I'm gifted with Intrapersonal Intelligence... Here is what they have to say...
You possess the gift of self. Intrapersonally intelligent people like yourself best understand the world from your own unique point of view, using introspection and self-reflection. Those who are strongest in this intelligence are typically introverts and prefer to work alone. You are most likely highly self-aware and capable of understanding your own emotions, goals and motivations. Often times you learn best when allowed to concentrate on the subject by yourself. There is often a high level of perfectionism associated with this intelligence. Careers which suit those with this intelligence include philosophers, psychologists, theologians, writers and scientists.
Almost correct 100%, except for the careers choices because I just don't think I'm smart or diligent enough to work my way up into master and practice psychology.
Last night, he went for a chat with me. Sometimes he does that and I don't mind, as most of the chats were related to general topics. I have somehow moved on... until last night that is....
Guess what he told me? He suddenly said that "If i was with u... i would have all the confidence in the world" and he mentioned I would be a good boyfriend. What the hell does he mean by that? I was shaking and almost crying when he told me that... I was a wrecked and I still am... I miss him so much...
I swam so fast this morning, it hurts.. But not as much as the pain inside....
In recent weeks, I have heard countless stories about people getting together into the relationship. This is in contrast to what I have heard few months ago, which many couples broke up around the same time (including mine). Is there such thing as break up and blooming love seasons?
However..... This time around... I found those couples who got together are rather odd or have huge challenges ahead of them...
The guy that I like: His partner is a contradictory to pretty much what he believe in. It was so totally "Huh?? Are you sure?"
My good friend: His partner is living 3000 miles away from him. Will long distance work? No idea...
A friend in US: His partner is way too immature for him, but he stayed together anyway..
A guy that I know in Melbourne: His fling is 3750 miles away and he's about to dump his current partner
Someone who live so close to me: His partner and him always bicker and argue.. Both won't listen to each other
A handsome man living in South Yarra: He broke up with his partner, but got back together recently, even though they know they are not meant for each other
Is this a season of odd balls couples?? Or odd loves? Or am I simply jealous?
To be honest, I could see when both couples are really sweet together, but none of these are.. Seriously... Probably irrationality prevail as people trying to spend the Christmas and New Year in "romantic" mood.
Guess what have I done? Following my heartbreak, I did the unthinkable... The most impulsive decision I have ever done. Here was the chronology:
26 October 2009 11.30pm: Got the news about him
27 October 2009 12.00am: Stressed.. watched the stupid Jap show on tv with housemate 2.30am: Tried to sleep to no available 3.00am: Talking with my friend in indonesia via Blackberry Messenger, he was about to go to Bali in just hours 3.15am: Contemplating about going with him 3.30am: Booked my flight to Bali with Singapore Airlines 9.30am: Left for airport 11.20am: Depart Melbourne for Singapore and Bali!!!!!
Yes I was nuts, I have lost my mind over love.. Stupid infatuation and love... BUT it was the best money ever spent. I had so much fun in Bali I forgot a lot of things about him. My stomach hurts so bad because my friends made me laugh a lot. There were heaps of surprises during this trip too. There were gossips like "A sleeps with B" and "C sleeps with D" and so on. I had too much fun and drink until I was very drunk. I even vomited! I heart my friends, they are super fabulous. The villas in Bali was fantastic and I love the private pool. Even Jakarta, which I was dreading to go, turned out to be so much fun.
Best thing was we won a 50 bucks shopping voucher in Changi Airport and I got my long awaited Bvlgari Aqua Marine for only S$27! Best bargain ever, thanks to Shaun. Then, I got upgraded to Business Class on my trip home. Super amazing! I can't wait to be back there again. Here are some of the pics from my trip..
