もうこの失恋の痛みに堪えることができない。

Last night, he went for a chat with me. Sometimes he does that and I don't mind, as most of the chats were related to general topics. I have somehow moved on... until last night that is....

Guess what he told me?
He suddenly said that "If i was with u... i would have all the confidence in the world" and he mentioned I would be a good boyfriend. What the hell does he mean by that? I was shaking and almost crying when he told me that... I was a wrecked and I still am... I miss him so much...


I swam so fast this morning, it hurts.. But not as much as the pain inside....