Somehow, meeting my old friends cheered me up a lot today. It was my friend's birthday lunch today. Her birthday was actually almost 2 weeks ago, but I guess she was pretty busy and couldn't celebrate it last week. It has been a very long time since I met her and she was as excited and noisy as ever. Some of my other friends that I haven't met for a long long time was there as well. Listening to some of their stories, I started to realised I belong to a different world now. I can't be childish as I used to be, I have to learn to start growing up and accepting and adjusting to changes around me. One of my coursemates is getting married in January next year, some of us are planning to go home and come to her wedding. Another one, the mother died of stroke more than a month ago, the birthday girl broke up with her boyfriend, my feeling mixed up like bim bim bap (Korean mixed rice), happy and sad together. I missed those times when we can just share everything without distance and boundary. These days, I feel lacking behind in what happen to my friends. Nevertheless, I treasured their companions and their willingness to share stories with me.
On the other note, one my friends, a girl named Rei, asking me if i have been to gay club. I was so surprised with what she asked, I wonder if she knows about me. I don't mind if she knows, but it has to be from me, I don't like people spreading rumor like fire. And she is actually curious about going to one and asked me if I wanna go with her. I guess she knows rite? Oh well...
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