見合い結婚

Sometimes, I wonder if my parents know about my sexual orientation. There has been few occasions, where my parents are trying to introduce me to a girl for a date. I often, don't know what to say, I feel like I just been blasted to the past, in which I'm the prince and has to marry the princess from the neighboring kingdom.

Recently, my dad just gave me a picture of a Balinese girl with a phone number behind it. He told me to call her. I know many of my parents' business partners have been trying to introduce their daughters to me, but for my parents to even respond to them is unacceptable. I don't know what they find it attractive in me. I'm not handsome neither masculine neither business smart, I'm not even close to mature. I have the teenager-ish hair, act childish at times, spoilt, and streetwear dressed, but again no one knows about this real side of mine. I'm a totally different person, whenever I'm home.



A summer night while I thought, it still twilight...
The dawn came too soon
Where did the moon take its refuge without me noticing?
Not behind the mountains, but in the cloud somewhere...