I went for a date for the first time since I broke up with my ex last night. I was just doing it out of courtesy. I didn't feel up to it. I just thought it would be good to give it a try. We went for quick dinner and movies in Jam Factory. It was kinda awkward as it has been a while since I dated anyone. I ended up fidgeting and felt uncomfortable. It was my first time seeing him too. I felt very anxious. I actually had crazy thoughts before I went for the date. I was supposed to cut my nails as they were getting longer, but I didn't. My reasoning was.. in case that date turned out to be a monster, I could still scratch him. Haha... Funny hey.. I'm no sissy by any means, but I just don't know how to fight back. The date turned out to be a nice person, but I just couldn't see myself going further than friendship. We watched Astroboy for the movie and I love it.. It was awesome!! Definitely a must watch.
Today, I wanted to go to the Camberwell Sunday Market and check out the antiques on sale, but I guess it has to wait until I finish my exam. I can't believe it's mid October already. Time passes by very fast this year, it's almost the end of the year and Christmas coming soon. I'm not looking forward for Christmas this year, as I will have to spend it back in Indonesia with my scandalous and gossipy family.
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