Sometimes, I wonder if world without politics could exist. I was very naive, I trusted every single person I met at work. If only, they didn't misused my trust, twisted my words, and created paranoid that would make works more stressful than it already is. My colleague did what I feared, she twisted my criticism into fear and terror. I had suspected that her paranoid on me started when one of the supervisors always commented on how good my work is. I guess, for her, I'm a threat to her credibility and positions. She tried to do everything and becoming everyone.. The results? Well.. She just exhaust herself and the staff morale has been pretty down as she never practically trust anyone. I could even see her trying to discredit one of the staff just because he received staff of the week award.
For years, I tolerated her imperfections and paranoid, I defended her for whatever she is. I do believe that everyone works in their own way and some climbed up the corporate ladder to be the leaders. I do not believe in prejudice and gossiping at work. People should be judged only by their quality of work and efforts, not by their skin colors or cultural habit.
I wished I could go back to be just regular staff, instead of team leader. Much much less stressful, more time to socialize with other workers and less responsibility. As of now, work has become more tense than it supposed to be. She distant herself from me, which I don't care. I'm more worried about her mouth if anything else. It is more poisonous than Inland Taipan Snake...
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