事が心配でたまらない

Arggghhhh..... I'm feeling so hot and cold for the whole day. Last night when he said good bye, it was a little cold than usual. Maybe he was in shock after he knew about my blog entry yesterday. I thought, he would probably distant himself from me. This afternoon, however, I got an sms from him saying that his job interview will be delayed until next week. To be honest, he almost never sms me on his own accord. It's always just to reply my sms or simply.. nothing. I was rather elated, but I also felt like I'm in a roller coaster. I just wished we could have a go kart racing, at least we know who win and lose and that's it. Roller coaster is an endless loop of up and down...